Life. Now,I’ll be the first to admit that I’m not quite the world’s smartest person,and i don’t know many things about alot of subjects but one thing I know for sure is that when it comes to this little thing called life I know nothing.
I thought by the time I turned 40 i would have figured out life and my purpose on this earth. What legacy would i leave behind? How would i be remembered? I still have no idea to be brutally honest with you. Am I alone in feeling this way? Am I ever supposed to figure it out or will I simply never know?
Are we only put on this earth to work,live unfulfilling lives and than die? There are alot of days when it feels that way. For example how many of us are stuck in jobs that we not really passionate about? I know I,for one,am. A combination of having to pay the bills and a fear of leaving for the unknown means that days and month’s will pass and I’ll be stuck doing the same thing over and over. I really do envy those select few that have a passion for what they do. The people that wake up in the morning and actually look forward to go work.
The same thing applies to my personal life. I’ve been single for many years now that i just accept it as the norm. Do i prefer being singled? Am i meant to be forever alone?
So this is where i find that my mind wanders and i start thinking of answers. I start thinking of exactly why I was put on this planet.
Like i said,the simple truth is,I have yet to find an answer. Am I the only one who feels lost and confused? Am I the only one who feels worthless? Someone who feels as if his life has no purpose and no direction. I sincerely hope not.
If any of you have ever felt the same or feel the same please send me a message and tell me how you found your purpose. I look forward to hearing from you.
Till next time people. Ciao